Shon Hopwood

Shon HopwoodGod's Hot Pursuit of an Armed Bank Robber

   It may terrify some Christianity Today (CT) readers to know that I grew up in a Christian home in rural Nebraska with parents who had started a local church. When my high school basketball career faded and college and the military fell through, I was left with a complete lack of purpose; susceptible to addiction and depression. When my equally adrift best friend suggested we rob a bank, it struck me as a legitimate idea.

   We robbed five banks with guns and scared the tellers and patrons half to death. I knew it was wrong. Still, I couldn't stop the easy money and party lifestyle that large sums of unearned money brought me. It didn't stop until the FBI tackled me inside the lobby of a DoubleTree Hotel in Omaha. After I surrendered to the FBI, I also surrendered to the Holy Spirit. A year later I stood with shaky legs and a trembling spirit before a federal judge, who sentenced me to more than 12 years in federal prison. I was 23.

 

Learning to Love the Law

   Prison is not a place for personal growth; but there were small graces. To escape the men around me, I took a job in the prison law library. When I wasn't shelving books, I began learning the law. What I found was that I really enjoyed the process of solving legal puzzles for my friends. Over the years, I took on fellow prisoners' cases and writing petitions they would file in federal courts across the country, including the U.S. Supreme Court.

   And yet, the Court granted two petitions I prepared for my friends. Fellow prisoners began calling me a "jailhouse lawyer." The odds of the Supreme Court hearing a case brought by a prisoner is less than 1 percent of 1 percent.

   While in prison I started corresponding with Annie, a girl I had a secret crush all through high school. She began sending letters to me; and through hundreds of letters, phone calls, and visits, we became close friends.

   I think many parents would have forsaken someone like me. Mine continued to pray for me. My mom continued to send me Christian books even after I told her to stop. I'd read those books and then wonder if God had forgotten about me. I wasn't quite ready for God; but I also couldn't rationalize the transformation I'd seen in the lives of my fellow prisoners.

   Many mornings I'd walk over to visit my next cell-door neighbor. Robert was serving a 20-year sentence for a nonviolent drug offense. We'd chat over a cup of instant coffee, which always seemed to have the consistency of sawdust and water. Robert would grumble about missing out on the lives of his children and how hard it was on his wife, who was trying to hold the family together through two decades without him. Worst of all, he ranted about one of his friends that turned against him and testified for the government at his trial. He said he wished that guy would die. It was clear to me that the bitterness of life and prison had consumed him.

   One day, I walked over to Robert's cell and watched as he smiled and danced around while sweeping the floor. My first thought was that he had scored some drugs. But when I asked why he seemed so different, I was unprepared for his response. "Shon, I'm with Jesus now," he said. Within days Robert had forgiven the man who had testified against him. Today Robert is back on his farm with his family and once a week he treks back into prison to lead a men's Bible study.

   Robert was neither the first nor the last prisoner I saw experience a complete and utter life turnaround. These inmates had a great effect on me because I saw how grace can transform everyone even prisoners, perhaps especially prisoners.

   I was finding it harder and harder to rationalize myself away from God.

Wise Counsel

   I was released from prison in April of 2009 during the heart of the recession, when no one, let including a former inmate could find work. But within months, another grace arrived and I found a position at a leading printer of Supreme Court briefs in Omaha, helping attorneys perfect their briefs.

   When Annie and I got engaged, we decided that we wanted my friend, Pastor Marty Barnhart, to officiate the ceremony. God bless him, but Marty wouldn't agree to do so until we had gone through his premarital counseling.

   Our first counseling session was, in a word, memorable. Instead of discussing marriage, Marty asked what we believed about Jesus. When he talked about grace, that free gift of salvation, I listened, especially when he said that I could be forgiven. "Yeah, even you, Shon," he said.

   The next day I couldn't escape the feeling that God had been pursuing me for a long time and that if I'd just abandon my stubbornness and selfishness and hand everything over to Him, I would find redemption.

   What does it mean to be redeemed? And how do you redeem yourself after robbing five banks?

   The answer is you don't. The answer is that you need some help.

   In Ephesians 1:7–8, Paul writes that in Christ "we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God's grace that he lavished on us." To put it differently, because of our sins, none of us and surely no former prisoner like me can be redeemed on his own. We need the gospel of grace, which says that each of us matters and has worth because we're made in the image of God. Grace says we are not defined by our failures and our faults, but by a love without merit or condition.

   God's grace was enough to redeem me.                       

Surrender

   Nearly five years have passed since I made the most important decision of my life and surrender to this grace. Annie and I got married, and she too became a believer. We were baptized together at Christ Community Church in Omaha. We had a son we named Mark; after my father. A man of faith passed away after a long battle with cancer, while I was still incarcerated. A few years later we had a baby girl, whom we named Grace.

   We moved from Nebraska to Seattle so I could attend the University of Washington Law School on a full-ride scholarship from the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation. During this time, I've volunteered and served toward a goal of ending mass incarceration in the United States. I'm motivated by the belief that prisoners are not beyond the grasp of God's redemption. We've been nourished by our church, Mars Hill in Seattle, where we have met Christians who live out their beliefs with grace and compassion.

   After I graduated, we moved to Washington, D.C., where I began clerking for a judge on the U.S. Court of Appeals for the D.C. Circuit.

   To say we have been blessed, doesn't begin to cover it.

   Through it all, from the amazing to the mundane, God loves us. Through it all, God has given us a purpose. For me that purpose revolves around repentance, loving my wife and children, sharing the grace I've been given, and using my legal knowledge to assist those who cannot afford a decent attorney.

   Looking back over the course of my life, I can see that although I rarely returned the favor, God pursued me.

   Shon Hopwood is a Gates Public Service Law Scholar at the University of Washington School of Law and author of Law Man: My Story of Robbing Banks, Winning Supreme Court Cases, and Finding Redemption (Crown Publishing/Random House).

 

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